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I'm 41 and I've got mixed feelings about it. I don't feel old but when i look in the mirror or when someone thinks that my roommate is my daughter, I feel old. I have so much to learn about life and I'm just starting to know who I am which has been slow to learn but I'm on it now to salvage the friendships I have and it is time for me to get off her ass and move on with life.

I've spent the past year of my life living as a gay woman, I never thought for one minute that I was gay, I mean I made excuses as to why I found women attracted like I'd say that I wished I was built like them or had their bodies. I still like guys though but I would like to have a relationship with a woman, I crave it.

I also suffer from Bi polar, panic attacks and I'm borderline but I'm on meds so I'm not so much of a head case that I appear to be though I do have my moments. I also suffer daily headaches and body pain which I'm unsure of the cause and my doctor doesn't see it as a piority.

I like all kinds of music, I don't watch tv as much as I use to, and lately I've been nailed to my computer where I hope to meet new friends. I live in Calgary, Alberta and I live with my two best friends. I have two cats named Sara and Galen. I'm easy going, friendly but shy, an open book, a geek and filled with tremoil.

In an emergency situation, every second counts. I participate in the LJ Abuse Emergency Contact Information First Post program. Do you? The life you save may be your own.

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